Yesterday, I watched my favorite American TV Series, How I Met Your Mother. The episode told that Ted Mosby, as known as architecture, failed to take his project. And then his closest friend Lily Aldrin said something that slapped me much.
"You can't design your life like a building. It doesn't work that way. You just have to live it, and it will design itself."
I repeated that scene over and over again. Like I said before, it slapped me. Am I too obsessed with something that I want the most, without knowing it is unreachable/not the right time? I mean, you want something but universe, even God, not allowing you to get that. Just let yourself living your life. Maybe this is not the right time to reach that, maybe (actually) you deserve more better than you want, maybe (actually) that thing is bad for you, maybe you should wait 2 or 3 years again, or even.....tomorrow?
Patience. And still struggling. Enjoying every second in your life. Reality is cruel indeed, but let it be.
